jueves, 8 de agosto de 2019

Vulnerable

I've recently met a couple who are disturbingly similar to us. They are making me feel so many new sensations.

Their daughter gave us a fright at home and they had to run to the hospital. Finally, she is fine. Everything returned to their own right place. But I felt heavily vulnerable. I was really really scared for her, who I've seen just 3 or 4 times. We don't even know each other for a month, and now this is happening to me.

I had my baby girl in my arms and could not feel any relief.

"That's empathy." have told me "calm down, everything is gonna be ok".
But I just couldn't stop thinking on her... Little baby.

When you have kids, the more strong you have to become, the most weak you are. I'm still amazing with this AMOUNT of new thoughts and feelings.

This couple, now friends and even family, is incredible too.

lunes, 22 de julio de 2019

Hurry up! If you can.

Woaah... I've read last post, when I was 7 months pregnant. And what a huge amount of memories! I miss that belly so much! My little sweetheart was always with me, but fear made me blind and I couldn't enjoy that so much.

Now my baby girl is six months old. Amazing, don't you think? Time pass over so quickly and now is dificult to me keep going with slow life. All my progress with calmed way of life is gone. Is sweetly gone.

All this new stress and the constant hurry up feelings are worth it. You feel alive. Insanely alive hahaha and is all because of her. I DO am so so full of love.